It’s Saturday night! (Technically Mother’s Day morning!) I had a good night, spent time with my friend Laurel. Lost some money. BUT I am okay with that. I made lists of all the things I have to do in the next little while. I need to upload a file to WeTransfer or Dropbox for Entzaubert. I should try that now. I also have to make copies of some other videos and send them off to a gallery and a festival. I have a show coming up soon in Winnipeg, I’m excited to go there, hope I see some old friends. I’m super irritable these days, and have been for the past six weeks since my risperidone was dropped by .5 mg to 3mg. I thought it would go away, I gave it a chance to settle down, but I’m super crabby and irritable and angry and it’s wearing me down. Anyway, I am seeing Dr. Conacher on Tuesday and I am gonna see what she suggests, she might bring me back up .5 mg. I hope she does, it would make me feel a lot better.
I’m gonna meet someone soon! 🙂 Like an actual cutie who lives in a different city and whom I have been having conversations with online. I’m going down to Regina and we are finally going to meet and have a real conversation! I’m excited, I have no expectations, she is super cute and I’ll just see what happens I guess. I’m okay with whatever happening, I mean, we might just be really awkward with each other. According to OK Cupid we are 98% matched! 🙂
What else? I am still waiting to hear about this job I applied for, I don’t know if they have done interviews yet. I am still trying to decide about going to Berlin again. I have all the tax forms I need to do my back taxes. 8 years of T4’s and forms and guides. I just need to find my pencil and some free time.
I am almost gone cleaning up my room to make it “Show Ready.” I also have to tape up and stack my boxes downstairs. I have sleepy dogs. I am having bursts of creative thoughts, I need to work on them. I’m glad it’s starting to come out though, because I really need my creativity to get working again!
Also 4 year olds are terrible humans. It’s some crappy developmental stage. It’s too bad I’m gonna move away before my nephew turns five and gets nice again. Right now he’s a hellion who keeps making death threats about everybody and talking about where he’s gonna keep his guns when he grows up! I also have a suspicion he is getting terrible influences from the kids up north. Ugh! Well anyway, he is not my kid! And thank god for that!
I love Little Mister and Posey! My two fur-kids. They are really sweet. Posey’s got puppy bad habits still, but Little Mister is this adorable old man now. 🙂 With dignified little silver hairs in his fur! <3! Okay, it’s late and I have nothing further to say! AND tomorrow morning I gotta get up and get crepes! And champagne for her mimosas!