I am just writing to let people know I am okay. I seem to be having some kind of problem with my throat which makes me unable to speak English, although I can manage Cree more easily, I guess Cree sounds are made just before this energy blockage in my throat. It feels like I’m being strangled and it really hurts, but I can breath perfectly fine and swallow without any problems besides pain. Either way, I think I know what it is that’s going on and I am probably going to retreat from the world for the weekend to try and deal with it because it is interfering with my daily life. I may act a little strangely, so I hope no one tries to “help” me again. If it does become a more serious problem I’ll go see a doctor, although I have concluded doctors don’t know what they’re doing and will probably try and tell me it is a psychiatric issue, even if something really is going on with my throat. Either way, if I have to go to the ER it definitely won’t be City Hospital.
However, I do have a pretty good idea what it is, and so I’m just working with certain exercises to try and open it up again and get this knot to untie itself. I’m not sure what will happen to me after, but hopefully it will be okay.
And hopefully people will be smart or respectful enough to leave me alone.