I changed my flight home. It was supposed to be the 27th and now it is the 31st. I’m going to get in to Toronto at 10pm. I will probably miss New Years. But that is ok.
Christmas was weird. My nephew was with us and was atrocious. He had a cold and bitched and moaned about everything. All his presents were boring and he wanted a million presents and he hated everything including us. I really reconfimed my desire to remain childless.
Also it was our first Christmas without Grandma. So that was kind of sad.
My so called best friend and I had a fight over text a couple days before Christmas. She was so cold and selfish and making everything about her and acting like her grief was more important than mine and I just wanted to see her. Anyway, I got fed up with her shit and unfriended her on facebook. She was never a good friend anyway. All she did when we hung out together was tell me about all these men from POF she’s been having sex with. She’s such a fucker. SO SELFISH! And no compassion.
I am getting excited about school again. I’ve solved my script problem of needing a more impressive ending. And I’m kind of glad I am working on something more commercial, because even though I’m some kind of video artist, I ALSO want to get into the Industry. I’m glad I didn’t go to another art school for my masters.
Mom and I went to see Into The Woods on Christmas Day. Turns out the movies are packed on Christmas! I was entertained. Boxing Day my Auntie Lori and I went to see The Imitation Game. That was also good, almost made me cry!
While they were trying to crack the Enigma code, they realized they needed to figure out a few constant words being used in the messages. As it happened, the weather report always ended with “Heil Hitler” so they just had to put that in and Turing’s machine would crack the code everyday! It’s kind of funny to think that Nazi’s saying that phrase would cost them the war.
It’s funny, I really like being a filmmaker. My Grad advisor tells me to go watch movies for inspiration, even bad ones. Which is fun. I’m totally fascinated by films.
My ex-friend used to try and get me to complain about being single with her. But actually, I don’t really care anymore. I mean love is fun and all, but god, it’s fine being on my own. I still have orgasms and stuff. And anyway, I’ve always been more interested in my career. It’s way more fun and doesn’t let me down. I’m happier just hanging out at home writing, snuggling the dogs, watching shows on Netflix. With the occasional trip to a film festival. Or opening. Or whatever. Being single doesn’t feel like falling into a void or anything. I don’t feel like I am Less-Than or anything.
I’m excited about the future. I’m not sure what is gonna happen, but I think good things might happen. There is still moving into the co-op, whenever an apartment comes available. And my next contracts/jobs. I’m taking Audio Post Production and Sound Design next semester, so maybe I could get a job doing that. We will see!
It would be nice to sell a script for a million dollars or something too.
Anyway, tomorrow we are going to the casino and then Night at the Museum! So I should head to bed!