Chain drinking Sodapop
Mmm, do I ever love pop. It’s my main vice. Anyone who tries to come between me and bubbling sweetness of cola is in for trouble. Why anyone whould want to stop me from drinking cola is beyond me, it’s such an innocent vice.
Well, today was my Sunday, so mom and I went apartment hunting and looked at a really REALLY cute one bedroom in an old character building downtown. It has nice hardwood floors, a nice kitchen, cute bathroom, some good windows. It’s about a hundred bucks more than I was willing to shell out, but that includes heat and hot water, and apparently electricity isn’t that much a month.
I am very into living in character buildings, not sure why, I think it’s their aesthetics. Modern buildings seem very cold.
It looks like I’ll get this place too, which would be great. It’s close to work, sort of. It’s a bit of a walk but not too bad, and maybe it will help me get my weight down a wee bit.
Here’s something strange:
Since getting diagnosed manic depressive and going on a cocktail of Epival, Zyprexa, and Celexa, my weight ballooned up so rapidly that I was riddled with red angry stretch marks. I never lost any weight until I got really sick after new years. I quite literally didn’t eat for a whole week, I just felt too miserable to cook or even get out of the house for something to munch on. So I went out to get boxes when I felt better and I had lost so much weight that my pants were falling right off my butt.
It really panicked me. For once I was desperate to get some of my weight BACK, even though technically it pushes me into the obese range.
The fact is, I look really good naked. I wear my blub quite well, in all sorts of nice places. Finally, after three years, I like being a fat girl. It’s sexy in a ridiculous way.
Someone told me if I quit drinking soda pop I could probably lose a lot of weight. I thought it was the most inappropriate rude comment I’d heard in ages. I think I told her to fuck off. Fuck off is the best phrase for us fat girls to use.
Mmm, gonna get me another soda pop, watch election coverage with my mom, and get together a list of references.